Sometimes...

Sometimes I think it is so difficult. Sometimes I think it is too much. I have huge weights on my shoulders. Sometimes I would leave all. There are a lot of things that weigh on me and these influence my studies and my dreams. I know two people that stay in my situation. We are fighters, we didn't stop, but day to day becomes all more difficult. 

I have cultivate ever the chaos into me

Moreover Nietzsche docet: "one must still have chaos within oneself, to give birth to a dancing star"

Now I want only quiet, I have to stop all. I'm losing myself. I'm tired. Too many duties, too many rules to follow. All this in the name, not of a certainty, but of a hope. I love freedom...

Sometimes, what I want is only a silence that understands me

A breath of wind that takes me away

Only so, I will can feed MY FLAME

My life isn't been "rose & flowers", but despite all I have ever fought. Now I'm remembering when I am 14-15 years old, I walked a lot of km, across countryside roads without light, alone during the night. I repeated to myself that in future I would have to get all that I wish.

Some people love me because I'm ever helpful, I have GREAT friends :D, I have also GREAT haters :D I don't know why. Maybe they don't tolerate the fact that I smile ever or because I have an indifferent character---> a little sorry

HOWEVER I KNOW, A. & G., YOU ARE LIVING A PERIOD WHERE THE LIFE TRIES TO KILL OUR BEST VALUES. WE ARE FIGHTERS, WE EAT SHIT TO LIVE, TO SURVIVE, TO ACHIEVE OUR AIMS. EVEN WHEN WE DO GOOD. It's true, there is who borns with a good life and who not. We sacrificed all, and we do this even. We will be STRONG, if life doesn't want to give us that we WANT, WE TAKE IN THE HAND OURSELVES, WE WILL EAT SHIT EVEN, WE WILL BREAK BONES, WE WILL BREATHE BLOOD, WE WILL BURN ALL OUR REALITY! IN THE NAME OF RIGHT TO LIVE, TO LIVE WITH DIGNITY! WE WON'T DO TO CRUSH OURSELVES! WE ARE FIGHTERS, WE ARE THE HOPE OF PEOPLE LIKE US! OUR WILLPOWER, REPEAT

WILLPOWER

HAS TO BURN THE EVIL! AND TO WAKE UP FREE SOULS LIKE US! IN THE NAME OF FREEDOM!

The fire burns, kills, but remember... The fire heats when it's cold and wards off the darkness.

Guys, protect weakest people, good ones. You will understand the goodness of a human being, not from his words... only through his eyes

I hope only that, one day I will conquer a best life

AD MAIORA PEOPLE